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I knew it hurt him and he knew it hurt me and neither of us could do a thing about it. We sat on the floor trying to fix each other, all the while knowing there was no way we could. We lay with our legs entwined until finally he said, “I love you, right? God knows I fucking love you. But this isn’t working, is it? We’re breaking each other’s heart and it feels like we’re running on borrowed time.“ And I said nothing because he was right and I hated it. I lay there silently, hating the way everything contradicted itself. I lay there and hated it all.

S. Zhao (via blossomfully)

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On Being Alone

[muslimgirldatingwoes]

People are so afraid of being alone that they surround themselves with crap and settle for it.

I love myself too much for that. I will only allow someone into my life who makes me enjoy being with them as much I love being alone.

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Most aggressive people are just trying to be strong, aren’t they? They just don’t want to be insecure, or needy, or anything like that. They’re not actually cruel, underneath.

Tana French, In The Woods (via theliteraryjournals)

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I’ve never been more alone in my life. I have no one and i feel myself spiraling into another dark path. I don’t think I want to be here anymore, I should probably check myself in somewhere but then id never leave, but its not like anyone noticed or cared last time. I always hope when i go to bed at night that I don’t wake up, im so fucking alone